Post 20 - Welcome To Reality


Everything was normal

Everything went well

Everything was amazing





I spent my weekends and weekdays with Bader, we started dating, we started loving eachother everyday more and more, i mean atleast i did. Other than that, Zaid and I kind of starting drifting apart, i started caring less and less about him, but there's a part of me that's attached to him so so bad. Thinking about Zaid gave me goosebumps. i don't really know why. But I'm in love with Bader so fxcking much. Bader was one of a kind. He cared for me. He took care of me. He loved me. He held me. He carried me. He made me feel better when i felt bad. He was my everything.




3 months later…



March 15..my birthday..
8:00pm in My Father's House [Shuwaikh]





I was laying down in my bed after a long day. I was so exhausted. Tawny kent yaya men yam3a ma3a my friends ou kent wayed wayed wayed halkana. Ga6ait nafse 3al frash o ga3adt a6ale3 Gossip Girl Season 1, my favorite season EVER.





[Call from Bader] 

Me: Aloooo?

Bader: Hala bel birthday girl

Me: Hahaha ahlan ahlan

Bader: Shlounich 7ayate?

Me: El7emdelah wala tamam

Bader: Wainich?

Me: I'm in bed

Bader: Afa laysh?

Me: Ta3banaaaaaa ou i have nothing to do fa ga3da ashouf Gossip Girl

Bader: Enzain 6alabtech

Me: 3a6aitik

Bader: Labsa entay wela eb Pyjama?

Me: Lilasaf eb pyjamaa

Bader: Goumay bser3a put on any sweater ou 6il3ele 

Me: A6la3? Wayn a6la3?

Bader: Mamsha baitkoum

Me: Walla i'm too lazy! :(

Bader: Gamay! Quick! Ana rad men el nady al7een ra7 ayee now!

Me: Okay wela tez3al

End Call





I got up from my bed, labsa ban6aroun el pyjama, ou lebast sweater UCLA ou khalait sha3ree. I sprayed on my Victoria Secret perfume and wore my Toms. I left the house ou re7t soub el mamsha..




I was walking bel mamsha cheny hablaa makan fee a7ad ou kan 7ayl thalmaa



I pulled out my phone






[Call to Bader]

Me: Where the hell are you 7ada thalma ou mafee a7ad! I heard someone behind me

Bader: Behind you he whispered in my ear ou sakar his phone, his breath was minty and cool, it gave me goosebumps

End Call






Me: Hahaha finally i turned around and faced him


Bader: Happy birthday ou kel3am wentai bkhayr 7ayate he put his arms around me and hugged me as hard as he can


Me: Wenta bkhair w se7a w salamah i giggled, he hugged me harder aaaaaaay! hahaha!


Bader: I like big tight hugs o specially menech shasawy mathalan? he slightly pushed my forehead was his fingers


Me: Hahaha ana shasawy bedounik?


Bader: 7abeebti entay, ne6ray one second, qamthay 3younech


Me: Enshallah he covered my eyes 


Bader: he held my hand Ta3alay hnee..kaa mentay 6ay7a ana maskech latkhafeen, just keep your eyes closed


Me: Yawalik in 6aya7tni!


Bader: Latkhafeen he took me somewhere yalla open your eyes


Me: Ahh!!! Bader!! Laish kalaft nafsik!





I opened my eyes wela Bader eb eeda kaika ou a gift. The cake looked delicious. It's a vanilla cake with pink and white frosting on top. Like a cupcake, cooked in the oven, says "happy birthday layoonti" in red. I love him. I love him. I LOVE HIM!








Bader: Hatha wajeb, pink frosting just how you like it he smiled


Me: Bader i'm speechless! Thankyou so much!


Bader: Hach open the gift!


Me: I opened it as fast as i could Bader, wallah i can't take this, it's too much! 7abeby laish kalaft nafsik? I can't! It was a white cartier bracelet, it was beautiful, only because it's from him.


Bader: He stuck a candle in the birthday cake and lighted the candle HAPPPYY BIRRTHDAAYYY TO YOUUUUUU HAPPY BIIRTHDAYY TO YOUUUUUUUU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LAYAAAAN HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU


Me: i just stood there blushing, i looked at him with the hugest smile on my face.


Bader: Make a wish! 


Me: I closed my eyes, made a wish that Bader will stay mine forever and blew the candle


Bader: Ha sawaitay wish?


Me: Yes! Bas it's a secret!


Bader: Goulay!


Me: Many gaylaaaaa i stuck my tongue out


Bader: Mit2akdaaaa?


Me: Eeeeeee


Bader: He took off some frosting off the cake and wiped it on my nose


Me: Gasssspp YAL KALB!


Bader: Kaaaaaaaaaaaak! 


Me: Gad'ha?


Bader: Wegdoud!


Me: I took off some frosting and wiped it on his face


Bader: Ayal kalbaaaaa, tabeen tin6again chenech?


Me: Mategdar!


Bader: Agdar!




My phone interrupted bel mamsha wana ga3d akalem Bader...




to be continued

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