Dalal: Dalal followed Bader and grabbed his shoulder Bader! She's already on the plane! Kalamt'ha! Ra7 to9al belsalama enshalah
Bader: DALAL!! KELA MINY ANA!! KELA MINY!!!! he started shouting
Dalal: Bader khalas! Khalas bader! it's not your fault! Kelshay allah katba bi9eer! Mu eb eedna!
Bader: He shook his head and his eyes started tearing up.. he pulled out his phone
Dalal: Shbetsawe? who are you calling?
Bader: Adeg 3ala Layan
Dalal: Bader sakarat telefon'ha
Bader: Badezla messege.. Bader types a messege and sends it to Layan
Dalal: Shbetgol?
Bader: Dazaitlaha shay..awal ma to9al el kuwait ra7 yo9alaaha...
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FAST FORWARD TO THE AIRPLANE
I was very worried about Zaid, and so nervous about Bader.. I hated this 'vacation'.. I hated my birthday.. I hate this... Everything just fell apart... I really thought that this tiny safra will be very fun... It was unexpected.. I HATE this i really really do...
I fell asleep and woke up when the airplane landed in Kuwait.
It was 10:00PM
I pulled out my phone and received a couple of messeges and bbm's but i didn't bother, i called my mother
[Outgoing Call - Mama]
Mama: Alo? Layan?
Me: Mamaa shlounech?
Mama: Haw 7abeebti Layoona? Wainich?
Me: Ma6ar el kuwait!
Mama: Laish radeen mbacher?! shfeekom!
Me: Mama lalala bas ana rada brou7e
Mama: Yanaitay!? Mama shfeech laish? Baba yadree?
Me: Mama calm down awal shay! Tmoureeni men el ma6ar al7een?
Mama: 7abeebti magdar..ana bel mostashfa 3ind-.. we a89ed ana eb..aahh...
Me: Mama adre 3an Zaid, that's why i came back I wanted to cry
Mama: 7abeebtiii! a7na ga3deen hne, tabeen ilsayeg iyeebich?
Me: Eeh please bayeekom 3ala6ool
Mama: Yala kaho yayech al7een
[End Call]
I took my luggage out and went through the security o meshait...re7t 3end sayart el sayeg and off i went to the hospital...I started shaking my leg and breathing very very veryyy deeply..i was nervous..and scared!
I pulled out my phone and decided to check my messages
1 message
from
Bader
CRAP! i was too nervous to open it!
Message:
Layan AWAL MA TSHUFEN HAL MSG DEGAY 3ALAY THAROUUUURII!!!!!
i really didn't feel like it so i deleted the message
We9alt el mstashfa and ran to the reception to ask her which room Zaid was in.. she told me he's in room 606
Re7t el elevator o rekatht raketh 3end his room..
I knocked the door slowly o bala3t reejyy..
I opened the door..
And there he was..
Zaid...
Laying down on the hospital bed..
My heart skipped a beat o 3youni '3origat, 7asat eb thigel 3ala galbe, lafeen eeda ou jesma 9oub thlou3a, ou a few bandages on his face...kesar kha6re..shakla wayed wayed y3awer el galb, i couldn't stand this!
i walked slowly to his bed
Me - Z..z..aid?
Zaid - No answer..the only thing i heard was the voice of el jehaz el galb ely mrakbena 3alaaih
Me - I started shivering and tears started rolling down my cheeks Zaid 7abeeby tesma3ne? my voice was a bit shaky
Zaid - No answer
Me - Zaid..lo tesma3ni..ana tawni rada min Paris hal sa3a youm sima3t inik dashait eb 7adeth, allah ygawmek besalamah, Zaid walhana 3alaik..wala a7ibik..i hope you can listen to me..because i can't stand seeing you like this and knowing you can't even move an inch i kissed his forehead gently
Zaid - a tear rolled down his cheek...knowing he heard me made me feel better..a7iba
I started crying harder and harder..I touched his hand gently..it was really cold so i covered him with his blanket
I sat down in the chair next to him and held his hand while hoping ena ygoumlena bel salama..I just sat there with a plain face expression looking at him until the nurse walked in
Nurse - Hello Ma'am
Me - Hey i wiped my tears away
Nurse - I'm sorry but the visiting hours are over
Me - But i just came..please just give me a few minutes
Nurse - I'm sorry but i can't, you may sleep in the couch here in this room, but if you're willing to leave, you must leave right now
Me - I think i'm going to sleep here
Nurse - Okay, if you need anything, just press this button she pointed at a button behind Zaid's bed
Me - Okay thankyou
Nurse - Goodnight Ma'am she left the room and closed the door behind her
A few minutes later, i pulled out my phone o decided to call my mother
[Outgoing call - Mama]
Me: Alo Mama?
Mama: Alo?
Me: Mama wainich?
Mama: 6aridouna ely bel mstashfa golelna ina visiting hours are over!
Me: Ana we9alt o galole i can sleep here if i want to fa shakle banam hnee
Mama: La la layan latnameen hne mala da3i, reday el bait bacher ta3alay il9ub7 itha tabeen, mafe shay
Me: Mama no! ana 6aga darb men Paris 3ashan ashufa wa6aman 3alaih! Ana khayfa 3alaih atwa8a3 akthar men ma uma 5ayfa 3alaih!
Mama: Kaifich 7abeebti, tabeen il sayeg iyeeblich hdoomich?
Me: La i'm okay, wyay firshiti eb my handbag, my luggage khalta bel sayara make sure wa7da men khadam takhtha mu tensuna
Mama: Inshala Layan, itha taben ayshay mama digay 3alay
Me: Inshala, goodnight
[End Call]
Radait ga3adt yam Zaid and i poured my heart out, i was afraid to lose him..i was really hoping ena ga3ad yasma3...3ogoub hal 7adeth jad 7asait eny khisart shay wayed '3alee 3alay bes enshala ygoumlena bel salama..i talked to him for a few minutes and just laid my head next to him..his smell..his face..just simply Zaid! I MISS HIM SO EFFING MUCH! I miss his voice, i miss him fooling around..i miss him making fun of me and carrying me around...9ej 9ej ma t3aref 8eemat shay lema takhsera!
it was almost 1AM so i decided to go to sleep
I took my converse off and curled up like a shrimp in the sofa..i covered myself with a tiny blanket i found and passed out
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3:00 AM
Faj2a ga3adt 3ala 9out telefoni ga3d irin, i looked closely at who was calling..It was Bader
Asheela?
Ma asheela?
[Incoming Call - Bader]
Me: i cleared my throat Alo?
to be continued..
