Post 27 - Welcome To Reality

Bader: W rab el ka3ba itha '3ashmara, matlomon ela nafskom..men9ijkum wela ga3d tstahblon!?

Dalal: Min9ijha walla!!!!!

Bader: he crumpled the paper and slammed the door and left Dalal's room

Dalal: Dalal followed Bader and grabbed his shoulder Bader! She's already on the plane! Kalamt'ha! Ra7 to9al belsalama enshalah

Bader: DALAL!! KELA MINY ANA!! KELA MINY!!!! he started shouting

Dalal: Bader khalas! Khalas bader! it's not your fault! Kelshay allah katba bi9eer! Mu eb eedna!

Bader: He shook his head and his eyes started tearing up.. he pulled out his phone 

Dalal: Shbetsawe? who are you calling?

Bader: Adeg 3ala Layan

Dalal: Bader sakarat telefon'ha

Bader: Badezla messege.. Bader types a messege and sends it to Layan

Dalal: Shbetgol?

Bader: Dazaitlaha shay..awal ma to9al el kuwait ra7 yo9alaaha...

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FAST FORWARD TO THE AIRPLANE

I was very worried about Zaid, and so nervous about Bader.. I hated this 'vacation'.. I hated my birthday.. I hate this... Everything just fell apart... I really thought that this tiny safra will be very fun... It was unexpected.. I HATE this i really really do...

I fell asleep and woke up when the airplane landed in Kuwait.

It was 10:00PM

I pulled out my phone and received a couple of messeges and bbm's but i didn't bother, i called my mother

[Outgoing Call - Mama]

Mama: Alo? Layan?

Me: Mamaa shlounech?

Mama: Haw 7abeebti Layoona? Wainich?

Me: Ma6ar el kuwait!

Mama: Laish radeen mbacher?! shfeekom!

Me: Mama lalala bas ana rada brou7e

Mama: Yanaitay!? Mama shfeech laish? Baba yadree? 

Me: Mama calm down awal shay! Tmoureeni men el ma6ar al7een? 

Mama: 7abeebti magdar..ana bel mostashfa 3ind-.. we a89ed ana eb..aahh...

Me: Mama adre 3an Zaid, that's why i came back I wanted to cry

Mama: 7abeebtiii! a7na ga3deen hne, tabeen ilsayeg iyeebich?

Me: Eeh please bayeekom 3ala6ool 

Mama: Yala kaho yayech al7een

[End Call]

I took my luggage out and went through the security o meshait...re7t 3end sayart el sayeg and off i went to the hospital...I started shaking my leg and breathing very very veryyy deeply..i was nervous..and scared! 

I pulled out my phone and decided to check my messages

1 message 

from 

Bader

CRAP! i was too nervous to open it!

Message: 

Layan AWAL MA TSHUFEN HAL MSG DEGAY 3ALAY THAROUUUURII!!!!!

i really didn't feel like it so i deleted the message

We9alt el mstashfa and ran to the reception to ask her which room Zaid was in.. she told me he's in room 606

Re7t el elevator o rekatht raketh 3end his room..

I knocked the door slowly o bala3t reejyy..

I opened the door..

And there he was..

Zaid...

Laying down on the hospital bed..

My heart skipped a beat o 3youni '3origat, 7asat eb thigel 3ala galbe, lafeen eeda ou jesma 9oub thlou3a, ou a few bandages on his face...kesar kha6re..shakla wayed wayed y3awer el galb, i couldn't stand this! 

i walked slowly to his bed

Me - Z..z..aid?

Zaid - No answer..the only thing i heard was the voice of el jehaz el galb ely mrakbena 3alaaih

Me - I started shivering and tears started rolling down my cheeks Zaid 7abeeby tesma3ne? my voice was a bit shaky

Zaid - No answer

Me - Zaid..lo tesma3ni..ana tawni rada min Paris hal sa3a youm sima3t inik dashait eb 7adeth, allah ygawmek besalamah, Zaid walhana 3alaik..wala a7ibik..i hope you can listen to me..because i can't stand seeing you like this and knowing you can't even move an inch i kissed his forehead gently

Zaid - a tear rolled down his cheek...knowing he heard me made me feel better..a7iba

I started crying harder and harder..I touched his hand gently..it was really cold so i covered him with his blanket

I sat down in the chair next to him and held his hand while hoping ena ygoumlena bel salama..I just sat there with a plain face expression looking at him until the nurse walked in

Nurse - Hello Ma'am 

Me - Hey i wiped my tears away

Nurse - I'm sorry but the visiting hours are over

Me - But i just came..please just give me a few minutes

Nurse - I'm sorry but i can't, you may sleep in the couch here in this room, but if you're willing to leave, you must leave right now

Me - I think i'm going to sleep here

Nurse - Okay, if you need anything, just press this button she pointed at a button behind Zaid's bed

Me - Okay thankyou

Nurse - Goodnight Ma'am she left the room and closed the door behind her

A few minutes later, i pulled out my phone o decided to call my mother

[Outgoing call - Mama]

Me: Alo Mama?

Mama: Alo?

Me: Mama wainich?

Mama: 6aridouna ely bel mstashfa golelna ina visiting hours are over!

Me: Ana we9alt o galole i can sleep here if i want to fa shakle banam hnee

Mama: La la layan latnameen hne mala da3i, reday el bait bacher ta3alay il9ub7 itha tabeen, mafe shay 

Me: Mama no! ana 6aga darb men Paris 3ashan ashufa wa6aman 3alaih! Ana khayfa 3alaih atwa8a3 akthar men ma uma 5ayfa 3alaih!

Mama: Kaifich 7abeebti, tabeen il sayeg iyeeblich hdoomich?

Me: La i'm okay, wyay firshiti eb my handbag, my luggage khalta bel sayara make sure wa7da men khadam takhtha mu tensuna

Mama: Inshala Layan, itha taben ayshay mama digay 3alay

Me: Inshala, goodnight

[End Call]

Radait ga3adt yam Zaid and i poured my heart out, i was afraid to lose him..i was really hoping ena ga3ad yasma3...3ogoub hal 7adeth jad 7asait eny khisart shay wayed '3alee 3alay bes enshala ygoumlena bel salama..i talked to him for a few minutes and just laid my head next to him..his smell..his face..just simply Zaid! I MISS HIM SO EFFING MUCH! I miss his voice, i miss him fooling around..i miss him making fun of me and carrying me around...9ej 9ej ma t3aref 8eemat shay lema takhsera!

it was almost 1AM so i decided to go to sleep

I took my converse off and curled up like a shrimp in the sofa..i covered myself with a tiny blanket i found and passed out

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3:00 AM

Faj2a ga3adt 3ala 9out telefoni ga3d irin, i looked closely at who was calling..It was Bader

Asheela?

Ma asheela? 

[Incoming Call - Bader]

Me: i cleared my throat Alo?

to be continued..