Post 29 - Welcome To Reality

i felt my phone vibrating, i checked my bbm, it was from Bader 

Bader:

PING!!!

PING!!!

PING!!!

Nezlay ana ta7at

Layan:

Shanzel?

Bader: 

Ta3alay ta7at, quick cruise we need to talk

Layan: 

Ok

I got up and went to the hosp bathroom, i looked into the mirror. i looked like a ghost...pale lips, pale face, messy hair, and puffy eyes. I quickly put my hair up  into a bun and ran downstairs. 

Bader's car was no where in sight, i couldn't find him..my fone vibrated a few seconds later..

Bader: 

Kane 3ala yesarch 

Layan: 

Wain?

Bader: 

Kane 

Tarakle chan ased il telefone warou7la..

Bader: 

Deshay el sayara o sakray el bab

Layan:

Mabe, goule hne shfeek? I was in no mood to talk to him after what happened..seeing him with Rayan and claiming that she saw him the other night...also, after what happened with Zaid i'm no longer happy..

Bader: 

Yanaitay? Shnu maby? Abee akalmech eb mawthu3 wayed mohem

Layan:

Getlek maby, goule shbaqait?

Bader: 

Shal esloub? 

Layan: 

3adel af3alek, akalmek eb esloub a7san

Bader: 

Entay matyeen t'hadedeni sam3a?

Layan: 

Ba'3ait shay wela la2?

Bader:

Hathe yezate yay bat2asaflech o bagoulech 3an what really happened that other night, matestahlain

Layan:

Don't even bother I slammed the door and walked away

Bader: 

he rolled the windows down and screamed mu tguleen ma 7awalt! entay rasech yabes

I ignored what he said and walked away

I wanted to cry

I wanted to scream

Too much action in one day i can't handle this!

I went back him to Zaid's room, kissed his cheek, and fell asleep on the couch..

The nurse footprints woke me up..i sat up and saw him injecting some kind of medicine into Zaid's drip..I asked her when will Zaid be stable and she said maybe in a week or so..I felt better knowing he's feeling a bit better..

I sat up and looked at Zaid for a few minutes without saying a word..i was broken..I put both my hands on my head and remembered all the times he was here for me and i wasnt..i felt so guilty and selfish for leaving him

I held his hand and started pouring my heart out and crying..

A few minutes later..a tear rolled down his cheek..

Me:

Zaid! Tesma3ne! 7abeeby everythings going to be okay and you're okay..I love you don't worry I gently whipped away his tear 




Incoming call

Me: Alo?

Mama: Hala 7abeebty ga3da?

Me: Yes

Mama: 7abeebti Layani reday elbait

Me: Mama no getlech im staying

Mama: Khalas bas 3ad reday

Me: Mom! No! im staying!

Mama: Atleast ta3alay shway just change and rest! you can come back later on..and you have school tomorrow..spring break is over..

Me: Inshallah

Mama: I'm going to send the driver now

Me: I'll be waiting

Hangs up