Post 34 - Welcome To Reality

Incoming Call - Bader (not my brother, my baby..)


Me - GASSPPPP UMBAAAAAAAAAY LOOK WHOS CALLING!!!!!!!!

Dalal - Answer!!!! 

Me - NO!!!!!

Dalal - Shille yala!!

Me - No! i threw my fone 3ala Dalal

Dalal - Fine ana asheela! r3esat el "answer" button o ga6at il sama3a 3alay...


Incoming Call - Bader 

Me - A-Aloo? I tried not to sound nervous

Bader - Layan? I miss his voice...it's been forever..

Me - Halla Bader 

Bader - Shlounech?

Me - Il7imdilah, enta shlounek?

Bader - Tamam allah ysalmech i fucking miss you..ughhhh! Mabrook el takharok

Me - Allahybareek feek maga9art

Bader - Enshala tetkharijain min iljam3a

Me - Ajma3een

Bader - Wainech? mashqula?

Me - Eeh shway

Bader - Kalmeeni awal ma taftheen abee akalmech eb mawthu3 

Me - Inshallah

Bader - Deerbalich Layan..bye

Me - inshala yala bye..

Hangs up


Dalal - How'd it go? 

Me - Umbay Dalal galbe ga3d i6ig feel it! i put her hand on my chest my day has been complete! sema3t 9outa tadreen how good this feels?

Dalal - Shgal?

Me - barakle w gale yabe ykalemne leman aftha

Dalal - Sheftay! Il7imdilah ya rab! Allah enshala yejma3 ma7abatkum bel khair!

Me - Ameen!


We finally got home & we decided to lay down in bed and watch some tv shows! we were both so exhausted!! Dalola got into bed, ana dashait il7amam, took all the makeup off & brushed my teeth, awal ma 6ala3t legait Dalal nayma..masraa3! 

I really wanted to call Bader..i miss him! Yallah let's see what he got



Outgoing Call - Bader (my baby..not my brother)

Bader - Alo?

Me - Alo hala bader

Bader - hala layan

Me - shlounek

Bader - il7imdilah, wainech?

Me - I'm at home

Bader - Layan entay wainech 3ane kel hal ayam? 

Me - Ana waine 3anek? enta wainek 3ane Bader!!!! Matadre 3ane!

Bader - Adezlech msg matrideen..matadreen 3ane ana 3ayesh mayet! Shlon chethe tsaween feeeni!? Shloun galbech y6aw3ech matkalmeeni 7ag 3 MONTHS!? Ana me7tereg! Mu gader, ga3ed adawer ay 3ether aye akalmech feh, fagdech! Tefhmeen shnu ya3ni fagdech? Tekfa 7esay! 7esay shwaya!! Maku galb!? 

Me - O you really think it was okay 7age ena ma kalamtek 7ag 3 months? Bader ana ma kalamtek w sheft ena ma kalamtne! na6retek tkalemne wana fagditik! i miss you so much efham..i'm so hurt...i'm so lost without you, this hasn't been easy!!! Do you know how it feels like waking up every single morning knowing you're not mine anymore? Ma anam ana ela wana 3yune m'3ourga...I miss you Bader, wallah i miss you..magdar..magdar akamel 3ala hal 7ala ely mankalem ba3ath!

Bader - Wela ana kelesh mu gader, wayed 9a3eb 3alay ga3d a3ane 7ail...fagdech wallah fadgech, eldenya 9aka feeni, entay hadaiteni, mnu 3ndi ana? ma3ndi a7ad ghairech, entay 7abeebty o hatha el shay la yumken yetqayar!! it was a misunderstanding argument o lo ma abeech chan re7t 7ag Rayan, bas hal zbala ma teswa thifir menech

Me - Ma hadaitek ana! please latgul chethe Bader, tadre ena 3ala kether ma we argue o net'hawash, not even a million fights can make me love you less

Bader - Wentay tadren male qairech..

Me - Ana asfa wallah ana asfa 3ala ely 9ar..

Bader - Shh 7abeebty..la tet2asafain, ana ely asef, a7ibech ok?

Me - Wana akthar..

Bader - Abeech t3arfeen ena ana bedounech ma aktemel. I don't know who i am without you. Tadreen shnu  ya3ne a3ane bedounech? Ta3abt! Wala ta3abt! Nafsiyan 9ert mohmel! Hemalt nafse wayed o i shut down...you're my better half fehmay o hal shay lo shno yetqayar..atmana hal 3 months mayen3adoun again la2ana they were hell for me

Me - mayen3adoun, wallah i promise

Bader - Enshallah, ma getlech, this time next year akun khales jam3a

Me - Uff mashala ya3ne tetkharaj 20?

Bader - Bethn allah

Me - I'm proud of you wallah..kafu chethe yerf3un el ras

Bader - 3ashanech wallah, ne6ray bas khal atkharaj wel wa3ad gedam

Me - Hahaha ulla laish shnawe 3alaih!

Bader - Just wait & see! Wain nawya jam3a inshala o ay major?

Me - GUST aw KU, accounting

Bader - Ta3alay 3indi GUST

Me - Itha qbaloonii KU business ra7 adish'ha, wetha la2 enshala male ghair GUST

Bader - Mwafega enshala, baythay el shahada

Me - Latwa9ee 7aree9 inshala

Bader - Kafu 3alaich


We kept talking & talking for 30 minutes then i decided to go to bed after such a long & hectic day..

Bader - Namay damech ta3bana Layan

Me - Enshala, tamerni 3ala shay?

Bader - Yes, kalmeni leman tg3deen bacher, o sleeptight

Me - Inshalah, goodnight Bader ill talk to you tomorrow

Bader - yallah goodnight...

Hangs up



I threw myself on my bed and smiled..this day can't get any better, allah ytamem

1 message received from Bader:
"I missed you..ru7e radait leman kalamtech"

I replied back:
"I missed you more Bader, i really did..and i'm glad we had this phone call"

1 message received from Bader:
"Wala mu kithre..ti9b7een 3ala khair 7abeebty"

I replied back:
"W inta men ahla ;*"

And just like that, we were back again.
I love him so much.
The love we had was indescribable.
I love how not even a million fights can make us love each other less.
I love you baby, don't ever leave me..

Post 33 - Welcome To Reality


June 6th 2013..GRADUATION DAY!

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Mama - Layan goomay goomay esa3a 12! Warach Salon!!

Me - Yumaaaaaaaaaa ta3bana khalouni anaaaaam! 

Mama - Meta betru7een wetkhalseen shiqlich?

Me - Ba3dain ba3dain.....i covered myself with the blanket

Mama - Makuu yala gomay! she pulled the blanket off of me

Me - ukhhh finee! 



Ga3adt bel yaaaaaaala o sa7abt rou7i lai el7amam, khathaitle shower, then breakfast...



Waffles & Nutella...my favorite yummy..


I went upstairs, changed, and went to the saloon at 1:30pm. I asked her to blow dry my hair and curly it into soft curls men ta7at, and i got my nails done as well. Meshait men elsalon at around 3 & got in my car..


Outgoing call - Dalal

Dalal - Hala bel khireeja!!

Me - Halaaaaa feech!

Dalal - Shlounech? Wilaht 3alaich!

Me - Wallah ana akthar ya kalbaa

Dalal - Wainech entay? 

Me - Sayara, bayeech al7een betsaweenle my make up latensaiin

Dalal - Yala ana ma3ende shay ga3da bel bait

Me - Yala ana yayaa now

Dalal - waitingggg

Hangs up


I got to Dalal's place, rang the bell, and to my surprise..OMAR OPENED THE DOOR!

Me - Ahh hala Omar nazalt rase

Omar - Hala Layan shlounech? Tfathelay

Me - Il7imdilah

Omar - Mabrook 3al takharuj, menha lila3la

Me - Allah ybarek feek Omar mashkour, ajma3een enshala

Omar - Shufay Layan, adre enech za3lana meni bas latlomeeni..ma a2amen ekhte 3end ay a7ad kha9atan hal shabab ely shefthum. Twaqi3ay radat fi3il ay o5oo chithi. Entay 7isbat ekhtii o mabeech tiz3ileen miny.

Me - La akeed, bel3aks I'm sorry o mara7 ten3ad

Omar - Ma3alaih, 3azeza o ghalya ti6awaf..Dalal foug ru7elaha na6retech

Me - Okay


I walked up to Dalal's room upstairs and barged in

Dalal - Yah yah yaaaah shal sha3aaaaaaar

Me - Sheftay shloun 

Dalal - Ge3day ge3day we have a lot to do! 

Me - Ohh god lat'hawleen feeni lo sama7tay, waray takhuruj

Dalal - What time do you have to bel Raya?

Me - 5:30

Dalal - Ee zain taw'ha 3:30, yabeelna sa3a so 4:30 nkhale9

Me - Yala ma warana shay

Dalal - Shnu she3ourech wentay betekhrjain elyoum? The day ely lawa3tay chabde feeh?

Me - ma baagha eyiiii, il7imdilah khala9na, yallah entay mta ur grad gilteelii?

Dalal - Ya 7aywana nisaitay? 3ogob bacher!!!!

Me - Mawa9eech ilyoum, naabe faz3a 

Dalal - Sawaitlech posters ba3ad shufay she pointed at them

Me - 3ashaaaaaat!!!!

Dalal - Shefta shloun! inzain i'm going to clip your hair 3ashan el makeup may7oush sha3rech

Me - Eeh ekhthay ra7tech she clipped my hair and started applying some make up enzain agoul Dalal

Dalal - Halaaa

Me - T'hagain Bader ykalemne?

Dalal - Atwaqa3 ya3ne, elmafruth he does atleast mabrook

Me - Mestaw3eba it's been 3 months? 3 months bas chethe mu mkalmeen ba3ath? 

Dalal - Kelesh mu mestaw3eba wallah

Me - I miss him 7ail 

Dalal - It was a misunderstanding ely bainkum, time will fix things ne6ray o khalay theqetich eb allah qaweya

Me - Enshallah


1 hour later, Dalal was done with my make up


Dalal - ha shrayech?

Me - allah i look so beautiful with all this makeup!!

Dalal - haay you're always beautiful! With or without makeup!

Me - Yakhe a7ibich

Dalal - ana akthaar she pushed my face

Me - haaaayw mekyaje la yekhtereb!

Dalal - oh pleasseeee! shufay hatha balbesa elyoum for your grad she pulled out a dark blue fit dress with a simple belt and heels

Me - Alllaaaaaaah 7ada 7iluu!

Dalal - Wala 3ashanech bas

Me - men gadeeeee wala

Dalal - oooookhh! esa3a 5 wentay lail7een ma meshaitay! go go la titakherain!

Me - Whoops! Yalah thank you wayed wayed ill see you in a few hours byeeee!


I quickly ran down the stairs, got into my car, and drove off to my house.


Lebast my graduation dress o my heels, ume yat bakhiratne o basatne 3ala rase..


Mama - Yah yah yah shzeen bentii!!!

Me - 6al3a 3alaich youma!

Mama - Ta3alay daree i have a surprise for you

Me - Ahh surprise? Wanasa what is it!

Mama - ta3alay ta3alay!

Me - i tried running with my heels to her room 

Mama - shway shway la6e7een!

Me - I got to my mothers room haw youma wain il surprise!

... - Kahee okhoy 6ala3le men wara el bab

Me - UKHH!!!! BADER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UMBAY I MISSED YOU WAY YAL 7AYWAAAAN!!! i hugged him

Bader - Ana akthaaaar!!!!!! Shrayech bel mofaja2a!?

Me - A7la mofaja2a bel denya!!!!!!! I can't believe you're back!!!!

Bader - Walla yait 3ashanech! Tara waray 9aife eb Amreeka bas bared 3 ayam w bared Amreeka ba3dain aridlikom enshala shahar 8!

Me - 3ade 3ade wallah aham shay yaaaat! I smiled so hard and my eyes started tearing

Bader - 7abeebty latabcheen! he whipped my tears and hugged me

Me - Matakhayal shktihir mistansa! 

Bader - Wallah mu kithre! Ilyoum ana nawe asawe loyaaa leman ynadoun esmech

Me - 9aaaa7 3alaik!!

Mama - Yallah 7abeebty waraach takharoj you're already latee!

Me - Yallah badoor ana ashufek bel graduation enshallah

Bader - Deerbalech 3ala nafsech!

Me - Enshallah!


I was very happy il7imdilah! I got to my car and turned the volume up and started singing men el fara7! Best day every!


Wesalt el raya o we got ready, last minute things, sheft my friends ga3adt weyahum shway o 9awarna chan eye el principal 


Mr.Tom: Come on Everyone! Take your places we're going in now!


Ahh shit! I was so nervous! I got goosebumps! Everyone looked so nervous and happy at the same time


Me - Umbay noor 3asa ma a6ee7 bel dakhla!!!

Noor - Way la enshallah ma7ad i6ee7! 

Aziz - Agoul entaw lithnain 6eraw, a7es ana ely badba'3 3ala wayhe, jouteye akbar men wayhe

We laughed

Me - Deerbalkm!

Noor - Umbay yala now bendesh!!!


We walked and walked lai el stage

my heart was beating so fast and i could hear Dalal in the background "LAYAAAAAAN WOOOOOOO!" i smiled and got to my place on stage


Everyone got their diplomas o it was my turn next



Stath Fahad: al 6aliba Layan *** **** *** Al *****



I walked across stage wana khayfa o mestansa eb nafs el wakt!

I could hear my family and Dalal cheering for me and that made me the happiest person on earth! 7imdilllah ya rab! I made it!



10:00PM

Grad was over and we got off stage...i saw Dalal running to me 


Dalal - Mabrook yal 7elwaaa!!!!! She jumped on me and hugged me so hard El fal lee enshallah!!!!!! 

Me - Allahybarek feech!!!! Enshallah!

Bader - Mabrook ya a7la ekhet bel denya!!!! He hugged & kissed me

Me - Allahybarek Badooooor!! i saw my parents walking towards me

Mama - Bnayte!

Me - Mamaaa!! Babaa!! i ran to both my parents and hugged them with joy

Mama - mabrook 7abeebtii! She kissed my cheeks

Me - Allah ybarek feech! I kissed her forehead

Baba - Kafu wallah, hathe bnayte! Terf3een el ras 7abeebty i'm so proud of you he kissed my forehead

Me - Sheft shloun yuba, kel hatha 3ashankum

Baba - Yala elfal shahadat iljam3a

Me - Enshallah


We took photos & laughed o solafna leman meshaw ahale


Dalal - Ha yala? 3ala elwa3ad Bader?

Bader - Yallah 3ala el wa3aaaaad

Me - Ha? Shnu? Ay wa3ad entaw ba3ad shnaween 3alaih!

Dalal - mu nawyeeeen bas benwadeech 3ashaaa ya 3umre

Bader - Meshainaa?

Me - Yalaaaah allah wyaana


We got into my car and Bader okhoy decided to drive..


Me - Wain ray7een??

Bader - Wain tabeen?

Dalal - Nagay 

Me - Johnny yummmmmmmmmy!!! Aw Maki Burj Jassem

Bader - ulla tadreen shnu ya3nii minziman mu makl Maki?

Me - Yala emsh Maki

Dalal - walla tifhmooooooon

Me - Jad yabeela!



i took my phone out and checked twitter and whatsapp
a few "Mabrouk!" tweets and whatsapps

Whatsapp

Zaid: Mabrouk 3al takharuj!
Me: Allahybarik feek mashkur!
Zaid: ilfal lee
Me: Inshala sbou3 il yay ;p
Zaid; inshala! 

and we ended the convo..

I like how things are simple between Ziad and I
Just friends
Normal friends..



W9alna Maki, ga3adna ana w Bader okhoy w Dalal o ga3adna nsulef...it was almost 11:30pm and that's when we left Maki


Me - Thank you both wayed allah laya7remni mnkom!!

Bader - testahlaaaaaain

Dalal - bthab6, wallah a9lan hatha shwaya! testahlain akthar!

Me - a7ibkom!

Dalal - wa7na akthar, tnameen 3indi wla ana anam 3indich?

Me - 3indiiiii minziman ma nmna 3ndi

Bader - Inzain ana shlon 3alay wana ga3d asoug sayartech Layan, sayarti bel raya

Me - Ee emsh ilraya mu b3eed, ekheth sayartek w ana w Dalool nru7 eb sayarte

Bader - Wain bitru7on? Baitna wela bait Dalal?

Me - Baitna

Bader - Tamam

Me - bitrid el bait?

Bader - La baroo7 shalaih 9a7bi



We got to Al Raya o Badoor nezal men elsayara chan he knocks the window 3alay


Bader - Deerbalkoum hal 7aza kela me6afeeg, la yde3amkm wa7d

Me - Inshalaa

Dalal - lat7ateenaa inshalaa

Bader - yala ana bamshe taboon shay?

Dalal & I - Salamtek


We drove off to my house for the best sleepover ever

Dalal - I miss our sleepovers

Me - Uff jad we haven't had one in forever! i blame exams

Dalal - il7imdilah ftakaina

Me - il7imdilaah ya rab!

Dalal - Takaylay ilyoum-... my fone interrupted 


Incoming Call - Bader (not my brother, my baby..)

Me - GASSPPPP UMBAAAAAAAAAY LOOK WHOS CALLING!!!!!!!!

Dalal - Answer!!!! 

Me - NO!!!!!

Dalal - Shille yala!!

Me - No! i threw my fone 3ala Dalal

Dalal - Fine ana asheela! r3esat el "answer" button o ga6at il sama3a 3alay...