Bader
"Nizlay ana dakhil na6rich"
nezalt men el sayara and gazed at the place
It was
empty
silent
dark
green
and windy
I walked inside and spotted Bader on the bench..labes a white shirt and true religion jeans o kabous a7mar
He was sitting on the bench with his hands on his face
I got a weird look on my face and my heart started beating so fast..
Shfee Bader?!
I got closer and closer and closer without saying a word
Me: Bader? I gently moved his hands off his face
Bader: refa3 rasa o 6ala3ne..3yuna 7umour o wayha metkhasbeg hala Layan..
Me: Bader shfeek?
Bader: Layan..Wallah madre..madre shagoulech..nazal rasa o 7a6 eedy 3ala khada o nazal his cap 3ala wayha
Me: I sat down on my knees 3ashan wayhe ykun eb the same level as wayha Bader 6ale3ne..i held his chin, took his cap off, and looked straight into his eyes gulee shfeek? you know i'm here for you
Bader: A tear rolled down his cheek, he covered his face with his both his hands and starting crying
Me: gemt o ga3adt yama bel bench & i held him without saying a word... letting him cry in my arms 7abeeby... when i said 7abeeby he starting crying even harder on my shoulder so i stayed silent
Bader: Layan tek-tekfa latkhaleeni.. sobbing
Me: Laish akhaleek yanait? Akeed ma akhaleek 7abeeby! Lo shnu iser lo net'hawash lai 3gb bacher ma akhaleek..now calm down Bader..o tell me shfeek? you know you can trust me
Bader: shway shway he calmed down
Me: Gently masa7t 3ala his hair o best rasa
1 minute of silence passed by..
Bader: Layan khentich! Khentich ok! wait what?
Me: I felt numb..chena a7ad 6agne 6rag..
Bader: Layan please fehmay ena makan qasde!!! Wallah ana asef ana asef he fell down on his knees, put his chin on my thighs, and starting crying Wallah mu qasde tekfa sam7eeni!!
Me: I couldn't move..everything in body shut down
Bader: Layan? Layan allah ykhaleech gulay shay!!! he held my hand
Me: Wakher 3ane.. I stood up
Bader: MARA7 AWAKHER 3ANECH YANAITAY!?
Me: Wakher 3ane getlek!!! tawne yaya bamshe chan yagthibne
Bader: Matamsheen wentay chethe! my face crashed against his chest and he placed his strong arms on my back...i felt a burn rush all over my body
Me: Hidnee!!! Hidnee!! I tried my best to fight back and get out this locked up position but his strong arms stopped me
Bader: Sem3eeni awal sem3eeni o latrafseen! khanetfaham ba3dain ru7ay he squeezed my hands
Me: I calmed down and started crying and crying and crying and crying so hard lai daraja my head felt so heavy
Bader: Layan weli refe3 hal sema ena it was a mistake...tathkeren youm Rayan galat ena shafatne the other night? ana kent ga3ed ta7at bel lobby o 6ala3t bara 9oub il pool badakhelne zegara chan tye o she jumps all over me..Wallah madre sh9ar, faj2a 7a6a eed'ha 3ala rgoubte o the other second she pressed her lips against mine..awal ma she did that i pushed her away o meshait 3anha l2ana la yumkin a5oun wa7da mithlich!!!!! men youm'ha wana abe agoulech bas entay faj2a safartay o yaitlech el mstashfa o sawait ely agdar 3alaih 3ashan agoulech, wallah el3atheem ena ma qala6t eb 7agech o i didn't kiss her back o had any physical interaction wyaha..entay bnaya men thahab w layamkun abadlech wya ay zbala tamshe 3ala hal arth!!! met7aser 3ala 3umre ta3ban wala metshageg mu gader asawe ayshay, kelesh mu merta7..abeech wala abeech!! every word he said dash eb athoun wa7da w 6ela3 men elthanya..i couldn't focus at the moment! he explained what happened in a really sharp tone, never taking his eyes from me
Me: I stayed silent and looked at him in anger
Bader: Fahamtay 3alay!? tekfa la tefhmeen qala6 still holding my hand in a harsh way..it hurt..
Me: Khalast kalamek? i muttered
Bader: Ee
Me: Allah weyak i gave him my back and walked towards my car
OMG!!!! CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT POST!!!
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