Post 34 - Welcome To Reality

Incoming Call - Bader (not my brother, my baby..)

Me - GASSPPPP UMBAAAAAAAAAY LOOK WHOS CALLING!!!!!!!!

Dalal - Answer!!!! 

Me - NO!!!!!

Dalal - Shille yala!!

Me - No! i threw my fone 3ala Dalal

Dalal - Fine ana asheela! r3esat el "answer" button o ga6at il sama3a 3alay...

Incoming Call - Bader 

Me - A-Aloo? I tried not to sound nervous

Bader - Layan? I miss his voice...it's been forever..

Me - Halla Bader 

Bader - Shlounech?

Me - Il7imdilah, enta shlounek?

Bader - Tamam allah ysalmech i fucking miss you..ughhhh! Mabrook el takharok

Me - Allahybareek feek maga9art

Bader - Enshala tetkharijain min iljam3a

Me - Ajma3een

Bader - Wainech? mashqula?

Me - Eeh shway

Bader - Kalmeeni awal ma taftheen abee akalmech eb mawthu3 

Me - Inshallah

Bader - Deerbalich Layan..bye

Me - inshala yala bye..

Hangs up

Dalal - How'd it go? 

Me - Umbay Dalal galbe ga3d i6ig feel it! i put her hand on my chest my day has been complete! sema3t 9outa tadreen how good this feels?

Dalal - Shgal?

Me - barakle w gale yabe ykalemne leman aftha

Dalal - Sheftay! Il7imdilah ya rab! Allah enshala yejma3 ma7abatkum bel khair!

Me - Ameen!

We finally got home & we decided to lay down in bed and watch some tv shows! we were both so exhausted!! Dalola got into bed, ana dashait il7amam, took all the makeup off & brushed my teeth, awal ma 6ala3t legait Dalal nayma..masraa3! 

I really wanted to call Bader..i miss him! Yallah let's see what he got

Outgoing Call - Bader (my baby..not my brother)

Bader - Alo?

Me - Alo hala bader

Bader - hala layan

Me - shlounek

Bader - il7imdilah, wainech?

Me - I'm at home

Bader - Layan entay wainech 3ane kel hal ayam? 

Me - Ana waine 3anek? enta wainek 3ane Bader!!!! Matadre 3ane!

Bader - Adezlech msg matrideen..matadreen 3ane ana 3ayesh mayet! Shlon chethe tsaween feeeni!? Shloun galbech y6aw3ech matkalmeeni 7ag 3 MONTHS!? Ana me7tereg! Mu gader, ga3ed adawer ay 3ether aye akalmech feh, fagdech! Tefhmeen shnu ya3ni fagdech? Tekfa 7esay! 7esay shwaya!! Maku galb!? 

Me - O you really think it was okay 7age ena ma kalamtek 7ag 3 months? Bader ana ma kalamtek w sheft ena ma kalamtne! na6retek tkalemne wana fagditik! i miss you so much efham..i'm so hurt...i'm so lost without you, this hasn't been easy!!! Do you know how it feels like waking up every single morning knowing you're not mine anymore? Ma anam ana ela wana 3yune m'3ourga...I miss you Bader, wallah i miss you..magdar..magdar akamel 3ala hal 7ala ely mankalem ba3ath!

Bader - Wela ana kelesh mu gader, wayed 9a3eb 3alay ga3d a3ane 7ail...fagdech wallah fadgech, eldenya 9aka feeni, entay hadaiteni, mnu 3ndi ana? ma3ndi a7ad ghairech, entay 7abeebty o hatha el shay la yumken yetqayar!! it was a misunderstanding argument o lo ma abeech chan re7t 7ag Rayan, bas hal zbala ma teswa thifir menech

Me - Ma hadaitek ana! please latgul chethe Bader, tadre ena 3ala kether ma we argue o net'hawash, not even a million fights can make me love you less

Bader - Wentay tadren male qairech..

Me - Ana asfa wallah ana asfa 3ala ely 9ar..

Bader - Shh 7abeebty..la tet2asafain, ana ely asef, a7ibech ok?

Me - Wana akthar..

Bader - Abeech t3arfeen ena ana bedounech ma aktemel. I don't know who i am without you. Tadreen shnu  ya3ne a3ane bedounech? Ta3abt! Wala ta3abt! Nafsiyan 9ert mohmel! Hemalt nafse wayed o i shut down...you're my better half fehmay o hal shay lo shno yetqayar..atmana hal 3 months mayen3adoun again la2ana they were hell for me

Me - mayen3adoun, wallah i promise

Bader - Enshallah, ma getlech, this time next year akun khales jam3a

Me - Uff mashala ya3ne tetkharaj 20?

Bader - Bethn allah

Me - I'm proud of you wallah..kafu chethe yerf3un el ras

Bader - 3ashanech wallah, ne6ray bas khal atkharaj wel wa3ad gedam

Me - Hahaha ulla laish shnawe 3alaih!

Bader - Just wait & see! Wain nawya jam3a inshala o ay major?

Me - GUST aw KU, accounting

Bader - Ta3alay 3indi GUST

Me - Itha qbaloonii KU business ra7 adish'ha, wetha la2 enshala male ghair GUST

Bader - Mwafega enshala, baythay el shahada

Me - Latwa9ee 7aree9 inshala

Bader - Kafu 3alaich

We kept talking & talking for 30 minutes then i decided to go to bed after such a long & hectic day..

Bader - Namay damech ta3bana Layan

Me - Enshala, tamerni 3ala shay?

Bader - Yes, kalmeni leman tg3deen bacher, o sleeptight

Me - Inshalah, goodnight Bader ill talk to you tomorrow

Bader - yallah goodnight...

Hangs up

I threw myself on my bed and smiled..this day can't get any better, allah ytamem

1 message received from Bader:

"I missed you..ru7e radait leman kalamtech"

I replied back:

"I missed you more Bader, i really did..and i'm glad we had this phone call"

1 message received from Bader:

"Wala mu kithre..ti9b7een 3ala khair 7abeebty"

I replied back:

"W inta men ahla ;*"

And just like that, we were back again.

I love him so much.

The love we had was indescribable.

I love how not even a million fights can make us love each other less.

I love you baby, don't ever leave me..